BLOGGING

The start of hopefully using this as a decent area to really write down thoughts and life updates.

Only really thought to use this b/c I feel annoying posting on my tumblr about it. God I felt like I lost everything with losing my grandpa and aunt..Sure the other deaths this year really really got me too. It all weighs on my mind constantly. But my grandpa I lived with for over 12 years, I was his caretaker. I feel like my best friend died...It really doesn't help I can be in my head all day because he paid me too. So I don't even have a job I can force myself to focus on to help my days be stable. Please come back grandpa...please.